Monday, June 1, 2009

Dare I Say It?


Okay, I'll say it.... I'm bored. Benjamin is at Grandmother's house for the next couple of days so it's just Savannah and me during the day. Was it really this easy when Benjamin was her age with only one child? It's a breeze! I think it was so hard with Benjamin because it was such a drastic change of life. I wasn't used to getting up early and taking care of squawking baby all day. But now that I'm used to it, taking care of only one child is a piece of cake. I've got a routine now and I know how the day is going to go therefore making things much simpler.

Since I had some free time, I dug my guitar out of the guest closet and dusted it off. Ok, ok, ok, I should've been doing chores and running errands with my newly found "free" time but decided to be lazy instead. I thought Savannah might like to hear some amateur guitar playing. The dreams of becoming a famous guitar player came rushing back to me - ha, just kidding. Anyway, I took lessons for a year not too long ago and gave up. I admit. I stink at playing the guitar. I guess I bored Savannah because she slept through the whole thing. I played a few songs, enough to make my fingers hurt and said good-bye to my guitar until next time. (Next time probably being once it' s collected another year's worth of dust.)

So what did I do after guitar playing today? Nothing.

I'm a self-proclaimed neat freak and love routine and schedule. With Ben gone my schedule has been disrupted. I've only accomplished one item on my list of chores that I do each day. I haven't even picked up after myself and the house actually looks worse than when Benjamin is here. Strange how I feel like I need him here to stay on my schedule.

Okay, so the blog today was about nothing really. I sure wish David would come home from work now....I'm bored.

1 comment:

Tara James said...

this completely made me LOL.... and I agree. I used to think Sailer was so hard when she was a newborn, and now I laugh b/c L seems so easy and S is still the one that's hard (but for different reasons). (=